Rereading “Fangirl” 4 Years Later | LibroLiv

I first read this book in 2014. Four years later, this is my third reading of Fangirl. I rate it 5 out of 5 stars each and every time.

However, though it’s an old favourite of mine, I’ve never actually dedicated a post to Fangirl by Rainbow Rowell. I reviewed Carry On, Landline, and even Kindred Spirits – but never Fangirl.

This, my friends, is about to change…

16068905From the author of the New York Times bestseller Eleanor & Park. A coming-of-age tale of fan fiction, family and first love. 

Cath is a Simon Snow fan.

Okay, the whole world is a Simon Snow fan…

But for Cath, being a fan is her life—and she’s really good at it. She and her twin sister, Wren, ensconced themselves in the Simon Snow series when they were just kids; it’s what got them through their mother leaving. Reading. Rereading. Hanging out in Simon Snow forums, writing Simon Snow fan fiction, dressing up like the characters for every movie premiere.

Cath’s sister has mostly grown away from fandom, but Cath can’t let go. She doesn’t want to.

Now that they’re going to college, Wren has told Cath she doesn’t want to be roommates. Cath is on her own, completely outside of her comfort zone. She’s got a surly roommate with a charming, always-around boyfriend, a fiction-writing professor who thinks fan fiction is the end of the civilized world, a handsome classmate who only wants to talk about words… And she can’t stop worrying about her dad, who’s loving and fragile and has never really been alone.

For Cath, the question is: Can she do this? Can she make it without Wren holding her hand? Is she ready to start living her own life? Writing her own stories?

And does she even want to move on if it means leaving Simon Snow behind?

I read a post recently about the beauty of rereading books. I’ve been wanting to reread some old favourites just to experience those lovely feelings all over again. I’ve also recently been quite pensive concerning young adult (or ‘YA’) literature, mainly because I’ll be heading off to university soon, and these aren’t typically the types of books we study. This is definitely a train of thought for another post, but this recent absence of YA in my life made me eager to return to the ‘founding fathers’ (of sorts) of my experience with YA.

Fangirl was one of the first YA contemporary novels that I ever read, back in June 2014, when I was 13 years old and inevitably entering those existential teen angst stages of life. Cath is a character I related to instantly, even way back then. I felt connected to her on a higher level than I had ever experienced with the protagonist of a novel. She too was young, shy, socially awkward and – most of all – a fangirl, something I tended to keep a secret.

But why not confess it here and now? Like Cath, I used to write fanfiction. I had an Instagram fan account for my favourite bands and I made memes about The Hunger Games in my spare time. No shame.

Rainbow Rowell – through this startlingly familiar character of Cath – taught me that our passions are not something to be ashamed about. She equally introduced me to a character that had similar anxieties to my own. In short, when reading about Cath, I felt like I was reading about myself – it felt like Rainbow Rowell was specifically letting me know that everything would be OK, it would all turn out OK in the end.

Reading Fangirl four years on, I feel more connected to Cath than ever. We are now the same age, after all, and I’m just about to start university just like Cath was at the start of the book. However, unlike Cath, I have this book to teach me beforehand that everything will be OK.

Aside from this reminiscent and – frankly – mushy throwback, I have to mention how enjoyable Fangirl is to read (and to reread). Rainbow Rowell is such a magnificent writer with perhaps the best dialogue, wit and realism I have ever read; I have read most of her books, and I say this each and every time. However, Fangirl (clearly) will always have such a special place in my heart. I would even go as far to say that it is my favourite YA contemporary. Maybe even my favourite contemporary. It definitely means something to be able to read and love this book just as much – if not more – four years after I read it for the first time. Especially when I keep thinking YA is something I’m starting to ‘outgrow’!

This time, I pretty much read Fangirl in a day. I just couldn’t drag my mind from Lincoln, Nebraska, where the book is set. I had to sideline some responsibilities to get my fill of Cath and Levi. And, even after three reads, their love story still makes my heart melt. I’m definitely a fangirl for these characters – a fangirl for Fangirl – and revisiting them was akin to revisiting old friends.

Isn’t that the beauty of books? The beauty of rereading? These characters define certain periods in our lives – not only do we revisit them, but past versions of ourselves, too.

This was certainly the case when rereading Fangirl four years on. I would highly recommend not only this book, but rereading this book. And then rereading it again.

★★★★★

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2 thoughts on “Rereading “Fangirl” 4 Years Later | LibroLiv

  1. It’s interesting how you first read Fangirl when you were younger than the main character and now that you are more or less the same age, you can relate more! I read Fangirl in my first year at uni, so exactly the same age as Cath. I definitely related a lot with the character and the story, but never felt urged to reread it. Now that I’ve graduated and become (slightly) more mature, I’m super interested whether I’ll relate to the characters more or less this time around. Great post 🙂

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